Fuck Friday the 13

May 14, 2005 00:26

My skin is purple
With confusion,
For my teenage life
Has become an illusion.
Filled with kisses and hugs
Alcohol and drugs
Party ’till you drop
Please just let me stop.
Shatter my delusion
Bring through my existence
Make this all worth something
Extraordinary, and amazing.

I hate people. I hate guests that don't know what they want and stand in front of concession for hours on end deciding. I hate guests that change their mind 50 times and then end up deciding on the first thing they picked. I hate little middle schoolers who come in and think they were the coolest fucking shit to be at the movie theater since the last Star Wars. I hate people that say they want one thing but actually want another and then whine about it, especially guest that I've seen there more than three times. Don't you think they'd know our prices and sizes by now. I hate managers. I hate that they can leave people that have all been hired within 4 months and go eat in the FUCKING OFFICE!!! Did something happen between lead and OC and manager that everyone just gets incredibly lazy??? Tomorrow is gonna be a blast.

I hate having things go wrong that aren't teenage related. I hate having to deal with this epilepsy shit. And I never thought it would actually interfere with my "growing up" but now I can't get my license until September and I fucking hate it. My parents keep pressuring me to talk with them about it. Naturally I want to joke about it, but my mom won't let me so why the fuck should I talk to her?? I never thought I would have to deal with something like this and let me tell you it fucking sucks.

On the flip side, I love Reza, proven in a previous post. One of the reasons (only, if I had to pick one) I love him is that he deals with me. Most of you will read this and think I'm fucking nuts, minus Becca but I can't date her. But he loves me, for more than a year nonetheless, and thats the most amazing thing ever.

This is the most I've ever written in livejournal, ever.
*Ang*
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