Muahahahaha!
Yes, I realize I am an uber bitch but you know, it's not unwarranted. And he agreed! I had every right to be angry and blast him. It was weird to hear him so quiet on the other end. Maybe I shouldn't have been so harsh. I tried to apologize for making him feel bad but, he said that I was right and he deserved it. I'm glad he agreed!
I am happy he's happy. And I am glad to finally hear from him and to know that I didn't stop existing in his world. I do miss him. He's been such a HUGE part of my life for soooo long. Maybe things can get better. Obviously not the way they used to be but, better.
Okay, I'm not talking about who everyone probably thinks I'm talking about. It is, however, one of the J's from the previous entry that had really pissed me off.
As for the other J...who knows! We'll see when the time comes, if it comes. He said it would, however, his word doesn't hold the validation it once did.
I am happy he's happy. And I am glad to finally hear from him and to know that I didn't stop existing in his world. I do miss him. He's been such a HUGE part of my life for soooo long. Maybe things can get better. Obviously not the way they used to be but, better.
Okay, I'm not talking about who everyone probably thinks I'm talking about. It is, however, one of the J's from the previous entry that had really pissed me off.
As for the other J...who knows! We'll see when the time comes, if it comes. He said it would, however, his word doesn't hold the validation it once did.