Thoughts while I'm behind the wheel...
I realized today, while sitting in traffic, that the time I've felt safest in my life was when J*** was in my life.
This is probably the most ironic aspect of my life.
I have never been as vulnerable with anyone as I was with him, which he may not have known.
Also, taking into consideration where my family is from, and where he is from, that situation alone was quite dangerous...
...and yet, there has never been a time in my life when I felt safer. It was nice knowing that there was someone to protect me no matter what circumstance may arise. His mom's right...I think girls are definitely attracted to that...the fact is, I was happy knowing that someone could take care of and protect me.
Anywho...that's all gone.
So there's a new someone in the picture. Well, not new. He's just emerged again. I know there's an attraction on both parts, but I really have no idea where things are going with this one, but I hope it does go somewhere. We'll see.
This is probably the most ironic aspect of my life.
I have never been as vulnerable with anyone as I was with him, which he may not have known.
Also, taking into consideration where my family is from, and where he is from, that situation alone was quite dangerous...
...and yet, there has never been a time in my life when I felt safer. It was nice knowing that there was someone to protect me no matter what circumstance may arise. His mom's right...I think girls are definitely attracted to that...the fact is, I was happy knowing that someone could take care of and protect me.
Anywho...that's all gone.
So there's a new someone in the picture. Well, not new. He's just emerged again. I know there's an attraction on both parts, but I really have no idea where things are going with this one, but I hope it does go somewhere. We'll see.