Greetings to all that love me.
Well, basically I'm drunk. I am by myself, and that makes it so I put some sort of rediculous entry in my livejournal.
Basiacally, I hate everything about my life........................ but don't tell anybody. I guess I don't really. I like that somehow I figure out a way to eat, and get butts and beers. Because, other than those three things I don't really need much else. But, after a while you look at yourself and say "hey, what are you doing with your life?" I said that to myself at least 40 times tonight. But, I couldn't come out with an answer. What is the fucking answer?? Well, i AM working. That is a plus. But, I'm not working nearly enough. I need to work much more.
I'm listening to Interpol.
I have myspace now. Where is my life going to?............Seriously.
Shit, that is 41 times now tonight...........at least it's a sweet number.
I love john mayer so much, why can't he just be here with me?
I love MR. AZ so much, why can't he just be here with me?
I love you Dave, please be here with me.
Now, I listen to Blink 182. A track called "Wasting Time". An oldie...........Chesire Cat album. I love Blink. Fuck you that don't.
I can't stand that everyday I drive home from work and say to myself " jesus christ I can't wait to get totally wasted."
Half the time, it's with myself? Do you get drunk with yourself? Maybe, I hope not. Because it's more depressing than when your lifetime dog dies. And, oh boy do I remember that. I wasn't sad at first, but a few months later, I had my Smokey moment. Why is life so annoying? Does anyone know? Man, I feel so gay.
I hate feeling gay. Wh I am even writing on here I don't know. I guess I just need to write out whats up. Granted, Im going to call Holy in a min, but still. Im drunk. I guess Ill keep writing.
Listening toi radiohead now. Takes t least 6 songs for me to complete an en try.
I've rece ntly switched to Modest Mouse.
I don't have much to say anymore.
I guess I'm done writing.
The good times are killin g me.
Basiacally, I hate everything about my life........................ but don't tell anybody. I guess I don't really. I like that somehow I figure out a way to eat, and get butts and beers. Because, other than those three things I don't really need much else. But, after a while you look at yourself and say "hey, what are you doing with your life?" I said that to myself at least 40 times tonight. But, I couldn't come out with an answer. What is the fucking answer?? Well, i AM working. That is a plus. But, I'm not working nearly enough. I need to work much more.
I'm listening to Interpol.
I have myspace now. Where is my life going to?............Seriously.
Shit, that is 41 times now tonight...........at least it's a sweet number.
I love john mayer so much, why can't he just be here with me?
I love MR. AZ so much, why can't he just be here with me?
I love you Dave, please be here with me.
Now, I listen to Blink 182. A track called "Wasting Time". An oldie...........Chesire Cat album. I love Blink. Fuck you that don't.
I can't stand that everyday I drive home from work and say to myself " jesus christ I can't wait to get totally wasted."
Half the time, it's with myself? Do you get drunk with yourself? Maybe, I hope not. Because it's more depressing than when your lifetime dog dies. And, oh boy do I remember that. I wasn't sad at first, but a few months later, I had my Smokey moment. Why is life so annoying? Does anyone know? Man, I feel so gay.
I hate feeling gay. Wh I am even writing on here I don't know. I guess I just need to write out whats up. Granted, Im going to call Holy in a min, but still. Im drunk. I guess Ill keep writing.
Listening toi radiohead now. Takes t least 6 songs for me to complete an en try.
I've rece ntly switched to Modest Mouse.
I don't have much to say anymore.
I guess I'm done writing.
The good times are killin g me.