May 06, 2004 18:04
I just want to be famous. I want to sing and play my guitar for thousands of people, thats what I want to do. This is not fun. Picking up condoms, and cleaning toilets for a small amount of money. I can't take it anymore. I want to live here forever, I love living here, I love my friends, and I love what we do for fun. But I can't make money doing that. I need to find something that is awesome. So far, the only thing that's awesome is the Professor. And she doesn't even like me, that crazy Purrington. I sit here around this time everyday, waiting for Alex to get home so we can smoke. And it's awesome, but I just wish I had a home on a lake where I could hang out with all my friends all the time, and have enough money to be happy. Maybe someday. For now, I guess i'll go to college? Eh. Man I hate college. This sucka. Why do I have to go do something I don't want to do, and also I HAVE TO PAY FOR IT! This just doesnt make any sense to me. What ever happened to my lunchbox? Shouldn't I have been notified when it got thrown out? I love you John. Dave, we need to get to know eachother a little better. A lot better. I want to see John Mayer so badly, but I'll be crushed when it's over. Well, I guess it's time to go play some guitar before everybody gets here.