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yesterday was fun. shopping with rachel lauren weidmuller sarah and emily schecter. they bought me a thong that i gave to amanda, and a shirt that i like and ill wear. rachel is so nice and so is lauren. sarah and emily are nuts. thank god emily went or else it would have been way awkward. thats was way fun. hung out with amanda and she came over FOR ONCE YESSAH AMANDA and me amanda and trish spray painted the garage and amanda wore my moms robe and it was cold but really fun. then sleepover at trishas and we stayed up late and just kept laughing i dont remember why.
snowboarding was good today, cute chairlift boy.
someone who i wont name, imed me saying i never im them when they never im me. nobody ims me. i always im people. and it makes me think does that mean they dont want to talk to me? i mean big deal they dont im you erin well you im them but maybe they dont want to im me.
im feeling really depressed. trishas always saying how she thinks this person is not that pretty or this person is really pretty and i seem to think that she is embarrassed by me at school and stuff cause im not pretty like annie or michelle or any of her other friends cause she doesnt talk to me unless i talk to her and it sucks cause i dont want my friends to not want to hang out with me cause im not pretty. i know im not pretty but that shouldnt be a reason not to hang out with me.
i really miss eleanor, and addie. i feel bad cause i dont miss amy too much, but i wasnt that close with her. im in a horrible mood
snowboarding was good today, cute chairlift boy.
someone who i wont name, imed me saying i never im them when they never im me. nobody ims me. i always im people. and it makes me think does that mean they dont want to talk to me? i mean big deal they dont im you erin well you im them but maybe they dont want to im me.
im feeling really depressed. trishas always saying how she thinks this person is not that pretty or this person is really pretty and i seem to think that she is embarrassed by me at school and stuff cause im not pretty like annie or michelle or any of her other friends cause she doesnt talk to me unless i talk to her and it sucks cause i dont want my friends to not want to hang out with me cause im not pretty. i know im not pretty but that shouldnt be a reason not to hang out with me.
i really miss eleanor, and addie. i feel bad cause i dont miss amy too much, but i wasnt that close with her. im in a horrible mood