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soooooooo i was thinking about how someday when i hopefully get a boyfriend it will be in a while. cause i was wondering if im mature enough now to have a boyfriend where i can take shit from my uncles saying like "oh hows the boyfriend" or at the dinner table my mom being like giggling and happy cause i have a boyfriend or stuff like that i think that im not mature enough as to where i wont be embarrassed... and i feel like with the guys i like now such as ted and his abs i think id be really comfortable just walking up to ted in the hall and being like hey -hug- i love you bye you know? but like his abs no i wouldnt be comfortable maybe cause ive really never met him haha but like i was thinking about matt gins and if like for some reason we ever went out or soemthing i would be sooo comfortable its odd im not intelligent enough to put my thoughts into words but thas just how i feel
so adam and i are really good friends i would think on and off since like 7th grade and ive always had this odd attraction to him, idk why cause hes such a sweetheart to me and when he makes fun of someone and i give him the hairy eyeball for being mean he just laughs and is just so cute idk its weird and hes a good guy and hes funny but a real jerk to a lot of people and i dont know why im attracted to him
odd but were just buddies cuase hed never see me like that :)
wwoahahawhao made 60 bucks tonight OH YES ITS LADIES NIGHT
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soooooooo i was thinking about how someday when i hopefully get a boyfriend it will be in a while. cause i was wondering if im mature enough now to have a boyfriend where i can take shit from my uncles saying like "oh hows the boyfriend" or at the dinner table my mom being like giggling and happy cause i have a boyfriend or stuff like that i think that im not mature enough as to where i wont be embarrassed... and i feel like with the guys i like now such as ted and his abs i think id be really comfortable just walking up to ted in the hall and being like hey -hug- i love you bye you know? but like his abs no i wouldnt be comfortable maybe cause ive really never met him haha but like i was thinking about matt gins and if like for some reason we ever went out or soemthing i would be sooo comfortable its odd im not intelligent enough to put my thoughts into words but thas just how i feel
so adam and i are really good friends i would think on and off since like 7th grade and ive always had this odd attraction to him, idk why cause hes such a sweetheart to me and when he makes fun of someone and i give him the hairy eyeball for being mean he just laughs and is just so cute idk its weird and hes a good guy and hes funny but a real jerk to a lot of people and i dont know why im attracted to him
odd but were just buddies cuase hed never see me like that :)
wwoahahawhao made 60 bucks tonight OH YES ITS LADIES NIGHT
:)