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ok tonight i was thinking a lot a lot a lot a lot right? soooooooooo we made cards and sarah baked for robyn and it was fun and it was really nice of sarah to let us over and everyone made such cool stuff i hope she keeps my card...
riiiight so at matts tongiht i had fun i had emotional rollercoaster again cause i was really upset cause i hate hate hate hate hate movies with murder or killing or rape cause of my aunt cathy and thats another reason why i hate when kids are perverted cause they talk about rape and stuff and im sensitive to that
and i couple times in the movie scenes that happened i didnt want to watch so i looked away and christine seemed to get annoyed? and then i like fell to the ground and was like in between the couch and ottomin and matt and christine freaked and it wasnt like i was the only one talking or moving so were other people and they got mad at me and i felt bad and i just cried in the corner cause nobody stood up for me until sarah did later and i just thought of eleanor and how she would have stood up for me right away even though she had a huge crush on matt and she would have just been like you know what guys why dont you rewind the movie if you missed something chill cause thats jsut who she is and i miss that so goddamn much and it sucks
me sarah and christine had a couple conversations about laura. to me laura is frustrating because its just her personality to flirt... and its fun to flirt and its hard for her not to cause its just who she is right? but it hurts when she flirts with christines ex boyfriends or the guys christine maybe just got over right? that hurts and it hurts when she says she eggs the guys on when they are acting perverted and shes just like "OMG stop stop "in a playful way with a smile on her face as if shes dumb and doesnt know that the reaction she just gave them is the one they were looking for. and keith .. it makes me so mad and sad cause keith, poor keith. he was so good to laura and i know she didnt feel the same way about him and thats not her fault you dont have a say in who you have feelings for but she doesnt realize how lucky shes had it so many times with great guys that she just considers flings.. idk i guess you can say im sexually frustrated? nothing against laura sometimes you just cant help it and i know i havnt been very nice to her in the past but im beginning to like her more again and ive accepted that how she acts is really her personality and as sarah would say it people who do stuff like that are insecure, but who isnt insecure
really tell me... who isnt insecure? whether it be about how you look, your laugh, they size of your nose, or a personality trait. i dont know one person who is completely happy with themselves.
hahahahah yeah sexually frustrated as in im somewhat boy craaaaaaazy <3