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That was... easily the worst day since my arrival in this city. Dreams, no... Nightmares for an entire day. I suppose it was one of those "relive your worst days" sort of things, but... I don't know.
In the midst of all that slaughter, I think my subconscious was trying to tell me something.
While all of my friends and loved ones did show up briefly, the one person that came up over and over again was... Esther. Not Lilith. I... I don't understand this. It would be cruel to say that I don't care about Esther, but... Wouldn't a nightmare like this focus mostly on the person you care for... the most?
Dear heavenly Father... What should I do? I'm... confused, and in truth, I feel rather ill.
I... wish to be left alone today.
[ooc: This entry was brought to you by Dietrich, and Abel will not know anything about the entry or the comments to it. However, the real Abel will not really be interacting with anyone today, so don't expect Dietrich to respond in his place either. (read: Whee. No responses to comments.) Also, the dream Dietrich made up isn't right; Abel had nightmares about all of his friends and loved ones, not just Esther. ^^; ]
That was... easily the worst day since my arrival in this city. Dreams, no... Nightmares for an entire day. I suppose it was one of those "relive your worst days" sort of things, but... I don't know.
In the midst of all that slaughter, I think my subconscious was trying to tell me something.
While all of my friends and loved ones did show up briefly, the one person that came up over and over again was... Esther. Not Lilith. I... I don't understand this. It would be cruel to say that I don't care about Esther, but... Wouldn't a nightmare like this focus mostly on the person you care for... the most?
Dear heavenly Father... What should I do? I'm... confused, and in truth, I feel rather ill.
I... wish to be left alone today.
[ooc: This entry was brought to you by Dietrich, and Abel will not know anything about the entry or the comments to it. However, the real Abel will not really be interacting with anyone today, so don't expect Dietrich to respond in his place either. (read: Whee. No responses to comments.) Also, the dream Dietrich made up isn't right; Abel had nightmares about all of his friends and loved ones, not just Esther. ^^; ]