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I think last night was one of the worst nights of my life. I remember vomiting a lot and waking up near the toilet. I was in so much fucking pain it's unreal. I can't remember whether I did this, or did that. I remember signing into MSN afterwards, then waking my parents up. I don't know why I did that in that order.. The doctor said I should go to hospital if I vomit, I vomited a little bit earlier yesterday but it was nothing like early this morning. I actually wanted to go, there must have been a wire loose in my brain. I had a major head ache beforehand, and I was pissed off for no reason and then the flood gates opened. I finally got to sleep at about 3, woke up at five because I was going to vomit but I didn't, probably because there's nothing left. My stomach is so sore and tender, and my throat is raspy. I can't take anymore. I'm going to the hospital today probably. I wish Milo was here, I really miss him and I just want to lie down and sleep on him or something.