well, chalk one up for women's intuition...

[denycewoohoo]

I was right.

Oh god, was I right.

Nothing like getting broken up with over the phone for no reason.

I hate life.

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[denycewoohoo]

I too was hoping it was just nerves, but I really need to start trusting my gut with these things. I'm almost always right when I start feeling like this, and I saw it coming.

I just wish I'd been wrong.

He says he's not ready for this relationship. I'm still not sure what that means, other than he doesn't want to be with me. In any capacity, not even just casual dating or friends. Which is a complete 180 from last week when he loved me and made reservations for the Radisson in the inner harbor for Valentine's day.

So now I get to attempt sleep (fat chance that) and go to work tomorrow, wherein I get to tell my boss that I don't actually need the day after Valentine's day off, because I won't be out of town, I'll be sitting at my desk, bitter as hell I'm sure, and wishing that life didn't hate me so much.

Because right now, life certainly hates me.

And I really wish Christian were home from Iraq so we could go get coffee and rant about politics and my screwed up love life for a few hours. God do I miss that boy.

And that, in itself, is a whole other story which I will tell you sometime in person.