Fucking Fed Up....
Maybe Kelly is right. Maybe I should just end this now. It's ridiculous. I cook. I clean. I buy groceries. I took care of his cat, in every sense of the word. I give him all of my heart, all of my trust, and it comes to this. For once I need something, not want, but actually need something, and I'm told no. My car is in Woodlawn right now
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I will however defend myself to the point of saying I am not an inconsiderate asshole, and anyone who thinks so has either been misinformed or else has the wrong idea about a lot of things. I don't care about what misguided minds think, but I do care about what you think Denise. You think I am inconsiderate when I try my best to be accomodating. I tried to help work out a plan for Onyx when we thought he was sick, volunteering to pay. I volunteered to pay your school bill so it would not go to collections. I volunteered to go out of my way and pick you up tonight and give you a ride tomorrow - I just could not come at the time that was demanded... not because of a practice, but because seven other people would have been out $100.00 tonight. I feel like I try to accomodate you in other ways also. Maybe I don't. Maybe all of this is inconsiderate. Maybe I'm a failure, but I just don't see it that way.
Nevermind all of this. Say whatever you want about me. I've got one thing to say about you... I love you.
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