sad
Im so depressed lately. I've never felt like this before. It basically revovles around my job. I hate it. Just thinking about going there makes me sick to my stomach and makes me cry. Im applying for other jobs, but the thing is, im so unhappy that its hard to motivate myself. I know ill be happier soon, it just sucks in the meantime. Im going home for my b-day. I cant wait to see my family. I miss them. Trev and i are also going camping that weekend. Im so excited to just get out of the city. I feel bad that i put trev through this shit. I love him.
I thought about calling in sick, but then i felt like shit about not going to work. so im going.
My goal for today: make it through work, come home, watch big brother, apply for some jobs, and talk to trev.
I thought about calling in sick, but then i felt like shit about not going to work. so im going.
My goal for today: make it through work, come home, watch big brother, apply for some jobs, and talk to trev.