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soo.. this summer has not been too eventful yet. I mean I know I am only in the 3rd week.. but still.
I CANNOT wait to get the boat in the water... since I have my boaters license it will be so much fun. I mean it would be more fun if I had a speed boat because then there would be more things to do... but still being able to have people over and chill on the boat without any one else will be cool. We are also putting in the seadoo like.. today so Im banking on riding that after work today. I got a paddle boat.. good excercise.
i have been missing clay a lot. its hard because a lot of things remind me of him.. and i tend to always find myself reading over the funeral sheets and looking up the accident online and reading over his stupid facebook. its hard because sometimes I feel like I am good and the hard part is over.. but i am coming to the conclusion that the hard part will never be over. I just dont understand.. i never will.. someone must have really wanted him up there.
I wish I was going this summer.
I wish the swimming pool was warm. gesh.
oh also devon I am bring my golden over when I come over to swim lol. Im excited.
I CANNOT wait to get the boat in the water... since I have my boaters license it will be so much fun. I mean it would be more fun if I had a speed boat because then there would be more things to do... but still being able to have people over and chill on the boat without any one else will be cool. We are also putting in the seadoo like.. today so Im banking on riding that after work today. I got a paddle boat.. good excercise.
i have been missing clay a lot. its hard because a lot of things remind me of him.. and i tend to always find myself reading over the funeral sheets and looking up the accident online and reading over his stupid facebook. its hard because sometimes I feel like I am good and the hard part is over.. but i am coming to the conclusion that the hard part will never be over. I just dont understand.. i never will.. someone must have really wanted him up there.
I wish I was going this summer.
I wish the swimming pool was warm. gesh.
oh also devon I am bring my golden over when I come over to swim lol. Im excited.