Good, bad, worst ever
Good -
it is finally safe to say that I have found a flat. It's a 1-room flat, hideously expensive and it's in the arsehole of the universe, so I have to change the buses to get to work, so it will take me more time, and I will have to get up earlier, but at least there is one good thing about it - I will be there all alone!
Bad -
all my relatives are already packing all the rubbish they don't need and planning to send it to me so I would not have to buy anything D: Like, old vases, because I'm such a big fan of flowers *rolls eyes* Or some sort of old-fashioned linen my grandmother bought like 20 years ago for the occasion of my marriage. Or curtains. Or fucking dust cloths T_T
I don't even want any curtains, I want blinds >_< But try telling them any of that, they immediately go 'But that's not normal, everyone has curtains! But that's not normal, one has to have at least one vase at home!' etc., etc.
And they get offended because apparently they just want what's best for me. Lol, at the same time my uncle is seriously pissed off at that because they were planning to use his company's cars to deliver all the stuff here, so he constantly rants at me how I should not accept any of that old stuff.
Worst thing ever, omg, this is just too incredibly bad -
remember my translation job I did when I first came to Germany, the autogyro factory? I have to go there again. And relive just about the worst week of my life. Because another insane Russian militarist will be coming to learn how to build gyros, most probably to throw bombs at territories who don't respect Russian supremacy.
And the things I hate the most are: being among lots of people, talking to strangers, taking responsibility, making decisions. And guess what I will have to do there? Haha, fun times are ahead, I'm sure.
And of course there is nobody I can complain to about this. My family will just react the same way they did last time, and think that it will be easier for me now that I know how things go there. But it won't be easier! Last time I was scared because I didn't know what would be happening. Now I know what will happen, and I don't like it at all!
I hate everything, all my relatives, my job, and my life.
it is finally safe to say that I have found a flat. It's a 1-room flat, hideously expensive and it's in the arsehole of the universe, so I have to change the buses to get to work, so it will take me more time, and I will have to get up earlier, but at least there is one good thing about it - I will be there all alone!
Bad -
all my relatives are already packing all the rubbish they don't need and planning to send it to me so I would not have to buy anything D: Like, old vases, because I'm such a big fan of flowers *rolls eyes* Or some sort of old-fashioned linen my grandmother bought like 20 years ago for the occasion of my marriage. Or curtains. Or fucking dust cloths T_T
I don't even want any curtains, I want blinds >_< But try telling them any of that, they immediately go 'But that's not normal, everyone has curtains! But that's not normal, one has to have at least one vase at home!' etc., etc.
And they get offended because apparently they just want what's best for me. Lol, at the same time my uncle is seriously pissed off at that because they were planning to use his company's cars to deliver all the stuff here, so he constantly rants at me how I should not accept any of that old stuff.
Worst thing ever, omg, this is just too incredibly bad -
remember my translation job I did when I first came to Germany, the autogyro factory? I have to go there again. And relive just about the worst week of my life. Because another insane Russian militarist will be coming to learn how to build gyros, most probably to throw bombs at territories who don't respect Russian supremacy.
And the things I hate the most are: being among lots of people, talking to strangers, taking responsibility, making decisions. And guess what I will have to do there? Haha, fun times are ahead, I'm sure.
And of course there is nobody I can complain to about this. My family will just react the same way they did last time, and think that it will be easier for me now that I know how things go there. But it won't be easier! Last time I was scared because I didn't know what would be happening. Now I know what will happen, and I don't like it at all!
I hate everything, all my relatives, my job, and my life.