Update
Nothing in particular has been happening, but I guess I'll write an update not to make this journal look abandoned XD
I'm trying to eat healthily now, or rather, more healthily (since I already did not take sugar in my tea, did not use salt for cooking, and barely ever fried things in oil, mostly just boiled, so you'd think I already was doing more than your average person for my health, and why am I still fat then) - I have not eaten bread, cheese or potatoes for two weeks. I am trying to stop eating sausages because it's like 30% of a sausage is pure fat, but I don't like eating just plain rice or just plain veggies without sausages to make rice and veggies taste like proper human food XD
Anyhow, I can't say there are any results just yet. I suppose I have to something dramatic and stop eating ice-cream too XD
But it was really horribly hot here last week, so ice-cream was a must. And our office does not have air conditioning, and my office is right on the sunny side of the building, so it was pretty toasty there... But at least this week the weather is rather more normal, +17° is acceptable weather.
If you recall the older dude I met during the Nordstern Festival, he has still been e-mailing me... And he says he will come to Hamburg this weekend specifically to visit me. I find it very odd and suspicious. It really looks like he is romantically interested in me, and I don't see why would he. And of course if somebody gets romantically interested in me, it would be a fat older guy with a beard, not somebody my age and at least with normal body type...
However, not all is lost just yet - there has been this guy at a German anime forum I've been talking to, and somehow it seems he will also come to Hamburg and wants to meet up, and at least this guy is 24 XD
So you might say I'm suddenly popular XDD It kind of makes me think that now that I have been living here for over a year and far enough from all my crazy relatives, I might be turning into a different, better person. And it is obvious to other people too, that is why I seem more likeable.
Of course, I don't expect any particular outcome from meeting these people irl, but it might be nice to socialise for a change.
oh, about crazy relatives, I've been talking to my annoying grandmother per skype today, and I lost my temper with her after she had bullied me for five minutes about my boots XD The inner soles of the boots had got unglued, but it doesn't really matter because I barely wear the boots, and when I do, I can't feel it.
But to her it's apparently a thing of horror, she can't sleep properly knowing that the soles are unglued, and autumn is coming soon, and I will need the boots, and I will be sorry if I don't fix them because I will definitely develop horrible pains, so I must fix them tomorrow and report to her immediately, if I loved her D: At that point I yelled for her to shut up, I'll fix the damn boots XD And she was offended at the tone of voice I'm using to talk to her XD
After Nordstern Festival I was so impressed I immediately bought me an album by [X]-RX and by Solitary Experiments. Also, I bought an iron and an ironing board, so at last I will be wearing proper shirts, not just non-crease T-shirts to work. Not that it matters, really - I wore a proper shirt today and nobody said a thing XD I was kind of expecting compliments at how smart I look XD But maybe a shirt does not go with jeans and sneakers... Well, it's kind of difficult to me to evaluate what does and what doesn't, I don't have a sense of style to speak of XD
Hm, can't think of anything else to say, really. So that's it.
I'm trying to eat healthily now, or rather, more healthily (since I already did not take sugar in my tea, did not use salt for cooking, and barely ever fried things in oil, mostly just boiled, so you'd think I already was doing more than your average person for my health, and why am I still fat then) - I have not eaten bread, cheese or potatoes for two weeks. I am trying to stop eating sausages because it's like 30% of a sausage is pure fat, but I don't like eating just plain rice or just plain veggies without sausages to make rice and veggies taste like proper human food XD
Anyhow, I can't say there are any results just yet. I suppose I have to something dramatic and stop eating ice-cream too XD
But it was really horribly hot here last week, so ice-cream was a must. And our office does not have air conditioning, and my office is right on the sunny side of the building, so it was pretty toasty there... But at least this week the weather is rather more normal, +17° is acceptable weather.
If you recall the older dude I met during the Nordstern Festival, he has still been e-mailing me... And he says he will come to Hamburg this weekend specifically to visit me. I find it very odd and suspicious. It really looks like he is romantically interested in me, and I don't see why would he. And of course if somebody gets romantically interested in me, it would be a fat older guy with a beard, not somebody my age and at least with normal body type...
However, not all is lost just yet - there has been this guy at a German anime forum I've been talking to, and somehow it seems he will also come to Hamburg and wants to meet up, and at least this guy is 24 XD
So you might say I'm suddenly popular XDD It kind of makes me think that now that I have been living here for over a year and far enough from all my crazy relatives, I might be turning into a different, better person. And it is obvious to other people too, that is why I seem more likeable.
Of course, I don't expect any particular outcome from meeting these people irl, but it might be nice to socialise for a change.
oh, about crazy relatives, I've been talking to my annoying grandmother per skype today, and I lost my temper with her after she had bullied me for five minutes about my boots XD The inner soles of the boots had got unglued, but it doesn't really matter because I barely wear the boots, and when I do, I can't feel it.
But to her it's apparently a thing of horror, she can't sleep properly knowing that the soles are unglued, and autumn is coming soon, and I will need the boots, and I will be sorry if I don't fix them because I will definitely develop horrible pains, so I must fix them tomorrow and report to her immediately, if I loved her D: At that point I yelled for her to shut up, I'll fix the damn boots XD And she was offended at the tone of voice I'm using to talk to her XD
After Nordstern Festival I was so impressed I immediately bought me an album by [X]-RX and by Solitary Experiments. Also, I bought an iron and an ironing board, so at last I will be wearing proper shirts, not just non-crease T-shirts to work. Not that it matters, really - I wore a proper shirt today and nobody said a thing XD I was kind of expecting compliments at how smart I look XD But maybe a shirt does not go with jeans and sneakers... Well, it's kind of difficult to me to evaluate what does and what doesn't, I don't have a sense of style to speak of XD
Hm, can't think of anything else to say, really. So that's it.