Sep 12, 2004 21:55
Well.... my life is awesome for the time being..... MUCH fun this weekend.... people who need to know know..... some others to tell still.. but I think I can be happy now :-P
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Fuck everyone who thinks I am out to hurt them... because I am not out to hurt anyone... and if I was, I would have done it already.... Everyone else's lives arnt my concern.... not anymore.... Im living my life, watching out for the people I consider friends... and making sure they are happy.... atleast to an understandable extent.... meaning as much as I can.... No one bother watching me (Candace...lol)... I can handel myself (even at parties where I dont really know anyone.... again... Candace.. but thanks for caring...)
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I have learned that even if people lie to you on occasion, they can still care enought about you to worry about the things you do. I have also learned that even though people try to forget you, they never can. I have learned that sometimes people are more scared of themselves than others. I have learned that even though people hurt you, you cant hate them for it, but you dont have to forgive them either. I have learned that just because some one gave up on you... you dont have to give up on them....
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Dont ask whats going on with the up and down mood of the Journal.... its just the Bi Polor.. ignor it.... im fine
Night Everyone...
Kay