Hmmmmmm....
Well, I know you all have been anxiously waiting for an update to my blog, so here it is....
Well, not much has changed since my last post. Still working, still doing the fashion thing, still with the bf.
But, the bf is a little shady I think... That is just my opinion. He is constantly on the phone. We will be in the middle of a conversation, or something else, and the phone will ring. And god forbid he would let it ring. He has to pick it up. And I just sat here this evening and listened to him on a phone conversation with someone. And there were some things said that seemed a little fishy. I heard "I can't do that" a few times, along with "Our meeting would determine that." He was talking about ex-boyfriends, and how they did not get along. So, the convo from this end seemed very weird and very suspicious. And he is always talking about other guys, and his ex-boyfriends all the time. I think I have heard more about his ex-boyfriends than I have heard about him. I feel like I know his ex-boyfriends better than him, and I have not even met them.
I do trust him, but there is a part of me that does not trust him. And I know that is because I have been hurt so many times in the past. I have put up somewhat of a shield. And Leo is the only guy that has broken through that shield in a very long time, but that shield is still there. And I think it will always be there, only because I am aqfraid of getting hurt again.
But, I think I am off to bed now, or cry a little more. I have not decided yet. But, let me your comments and let me know what you think, and what I should do. Love you all!
Christopher
Well, not much has changed since my last post. Still working, still doing the fashion thing, still with the bf.
But, the bf is a little shady I think... That is just my opinion. He is constantly on the phone. We will be in the middle of a conversation, or something else, and the phone will ring. And god forbid he would let it ring. He has to pick it up. And I just sat here this evening and listened to him on a phone conversation with someone. And there were some things said that seemed a little fishy. I heard "I can't do that" a few times, along with "Our meeting would determine that." He was talking about ex-boyfriends, and how they did not get along. So, the convo from this end seemed very weird and very suspicious. And he is always talking about other guys, and his ex-boyfriends all the time. I think I have heard more about his ex-boyfriends than I have heard about him. I feel like I know his ex-boyfriends better than him, and I have not even met them.
I do trust him, but there is a part of me that does not trust him. And I know that is because I have been hurt so many times in the past. I have put up somewhat of a shield. And Leo is the only guy that has broken through that shield in a very long time, but that shield is still there. And I think it will always be there, only because I am aqfraid of getting hurt again.
But, I think I am off to bed now, or cry a little more. I have not decided yet. But, let me your comments and let me know what you think, and what I should do. Love you all!
Christopher