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i hate thinking of the future.
because i've waited lon enough for it to happen.
and i would really just like it to be here already.
it's all you hear throughout high school. future this, future that.
and in college you hear it even more because nobody knows what they want and they are fucking stupid about it.
and in the college i go to, it's the worst. because not only do you hear it from every fucking person that walks through the halls, but it's a non-stop babble from the teachers. it's annoying because if you decode the nonsense that comes out of their mouths, it boils down to "you are wasting immense amounts of your time and an insanely massive amount of your money going to school for this, you should already be sucking some record label owner's dick because that's the only way you'll even get a chance to enter the music industry because there are a million other people just like you that want the same job as you and only one person is going to get it."
meanwhile i'm doing my best in school. taking summer classes. working full-time. paying off student loans and car insurance. thinking about the future.
the reason being, in order to graduate, i have to get an internship. and this is very important to me. because i most likely won't get an internship with the label of my dreams at first, nor do i want do, because i'll probably fuck up and get fired. so i spent a lot of time searching for labels in MA and neighboring states close enough where i could work and not have to move.
i have well more than enough shit going on currently to occupy my mind.
i'm ready to stop thinking.
because i've waited lon enough for it to happen.
and i would really just like it to be here already.
it's all you hear throughout high school. future this, future that.
and in college you hear it even more because nobody knows what they want and they are fucking stupid about it.
and in the college i go to, it's the worst. because not only do you hear it from every fucking person that walks through the halls, but it's a non-stop babble from the teachers. it's annoying because if you decode the nonsense that comes out of their mouths, it boils down to "you are wasting immense amounts of your time and an insanely massive amount of your money going to school for this, you should already be sucking some record label owner's dick because that's the only way you'll even get a chance to enter the music industry because there are a million other people just like you that want the same job as you and only one person is going to get it."
meanwhile i'm doing my best in school. taking summer classes. working full-time. paying off student loans and car insurance. thinking about the future.
the reason being, in order to graduate, i have to get an internship. and this is very important to me. because i most likely won't get an internship with the label of my dreams at first, nor do i want do, because i'll probably fuck up and get fired. so i spent a lot of time searching for labels in MA and neighboring states close enough where i could work and not have to move.
i have well more than enough shit going on currently to occupy my mind.
i'm ready to stop thinking.