breaking the chain

[dennis_h]

or did the chain break me?

intriguing, but discouraging.
there are no other words
what are words?
something to define another
just to satisfy our needs to understand
so these words mean nothing in reality.
just random shapes and symbols.
scattered on a screen.
so if words are null and void.
then my thoughts are not to be discovered.
but this is my attempt to explain.
these are my theories.
you.
the knots twist when you smile.
there is so much left
for me to understand.
why you speak the way you do
why every word is more like a variable in an equation
that i want to sketch on a chalk board
and solve.
i barely know.
i have snippets of facts and opinions
thoughts and theories.
so why do i feel nervous through a screen.
maybe its best to ignore.
but i cant.
i wont.
ill wait.

i'm ridiculous.

and youre the cause.