wow, long time no see
Lemme see.. I just got back from Miami Florida. Yup, another Ricky trip. He was filming an "MTV Unplugged" so we (fan club members) were able to go sit in on rehearsals. AMAZING! Then, the next night after the actual taping, we got to go to a club on Ocean Drive and party in the same club as Ricky. :-) He was upstairs with close friends and family and we were downstairs but we could see him on the balcony. It was loads of fun but as always, reality hits and you have to go back home. Kids started school while I was gone..and started soccer season too. This week was the very first time in 14 years I was alone while all four kiddos went to school. It was probably better that I wasn't here to see Molly walk into school for first grade...*sniff* Anywhoooooooo My surgery is next Tuesday. I finally got fed up w/ the shit and decided it was time. Yup..*cover your ears and eyes gentlemen*...I'm having a hysterectomy and bladder repair. Indeed..the days of hellish cramps and shooting pains are soon to be gone...as are the days of my bladder making me visit a bathroom every hour. It's a huge bullet to take but I must do this to get some sanity back in my life. Granted the cramps aren't every day of the month but it's painful and I'm tired of it all. And the peeing..sorry but I know where every flipping bathroom is in every store ... anyway, I'm trying to justify my surgery and I don't need to. IT's a quality of life issue and it needs to be done. I'm only 34, I'm not supposed to have this shit going on! Sooo..next Tuesday..if everyone could send positive thoughts and prayers(if you should choose to do so)...I'd appreciate it. It's a very big surgery...3 hours long. I'll be in the hosp 2-3 days (depending on how long it takes me to pass gas...loverly eh?).