we were almost make-believe, innocent and nervous.
I never had to suppress my feelings for anyone before. At least, not to this degree. It took me half a semester's time to have the courage to tell someone. And I've hidden a lot of feelings. But even if I am positively ecstatic because of you, I have to think twice before telling someone. Like the way that Fall Out Boy song goes, "I want to scream I love you from the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid that someone else will hear me."
I don't... love you, though. Haha.
I don't know, I just really genuinely like you. I want to know you so much and be your friend and I'd be alright with being just that. Maybe I wouldn't be as much when I actually become one but right now the idea of it makes me feel content. You have a girlfriend and your picture with her is just so adorable. And I don't want to ruin that for you. I really don't.
I can't explain it. I hope you never feel lonely or unwanted because I want so much to be your friend but I know I can't so... yep. Sigh.
I don't... love you, though. Haha.
I don't know, I just really genuinely like you. I want to know you so much and be your friend and I'd be alright with being just that. Maybe I wouldn't be as much when I actually become one but right now the idea of it makes me feel content. You have a girlfriend and your picture with her is just so adorable. And I don't want to ruin that for you. I really don't.
I can't explain it. I hope you never feel lonely or unwanted because I want so much to be your friend but I know I can't so... yep. Sigh.