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my 19th birthday came and went, its already august and I cant even remember july. work is like a dead end for me. Once I get to the end of my rope, there is no where else to go. So once again im looking for another "long term" job, while this one is barely paying my bills. I dont have extra money to do anything, and gas prices lately are so painful to my wallet, I wanna cry.
I am eagerly awaitng fall to come. I wanna smell the brisk fresh air when I walk outside, and see the explosion of colorful trees everywhere I turn. I want to carve pumpkins with michelle, and scoop up leaf piles and jump into them like I used to.
I like putting on a light sweatshirt and going on walks to enjoy the chilly breeze. I like the way the cold air feels through my long hair.
Jon is talking to his dad again. I'm so happy he decided to listen to my dad, and I as well. Its a long story thats pretty personal, but I just wanted to tell him, If he ever reads this...Jonathan and I am so proud of you, I love you more than words can tell and feelings can express. I really hope everything works out with your papa, and us as well. Im sorry about the petty fights, you know I would do anything to help yu out in this crazy life.
Well, shelly is waiting so patiently for me to come scrapbook with her, I'm off to do that and eat some cereal(sounds good for some reason) and maybe go get some gas before I go to work in the morning.
Goodnight All
I am eagerly awaitng fall to come. I wanna smell the brisk fresh air when I walk outside, and see the explosion of colorful trees everywhere I turn. I want to carve pumpkins with michelle, and scoop up leaf piles and jump into them like I used to.
I like putting on a light sweatshirt and going on walks to enjoy the chilly breeze. I like the way the cold air feels through my long hair.
Jon is talking to his dad again. I'm so happy he decided to listen to my dad, and I as well. Its a long story thats pretty personal, but I just wanted to tell him, If he ever reads this...Jonathan and I am so proud of you, I love you more than words can tell and feelings can express. I really hope everything works out with your papa, and us as well. Im sorry about the petty fights, you know I would do anything to help yu out in this crazy life.
Well, shelly is waiting so patiently for me to come scrapbook with her, I'm off to do that and eat some cereal(sounds good for some reason) and maybe go get some gas before I go to work in the morning.
Goodnight All