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Nobody replies to my posts anymore, and im just fine with that....considering I dont have much time to update anyways. I've been stuck in a whirlwind and I cant find the way out. My journal isnt friends only anymore, I could care less who knows about my DEAD END LIFE..!
The fruit diet lasted a week. I wanted to get through the 2nd week, but it was drastically changing my body (and NOT in a good way.) I felt usless. My energy was gone and I had massive headaches and body pains all the time. Not to mention my well being and emotions. I had to watch my 2 familes eat pizza, drink pop, and munch on all my favorite food as I sat there and forced down raw broccoli and grapes. (thank god for grapes, i love them) So for all who think I failed, I didnt. I was a success and im very proud of myself I made it a week. I've lost some weight, but not in the areas I was expecting. I really wouldnt reccomend a diet like this one UNLESS you have a taste for fruits and veggies and you have a busy lifestyle and a support system present. (family,lover,friends)
Its impossible to find a job right now. Ive applied online, in person, read the papers and faxed a million copies of my resume. Its time I start pestering people lol. My future mother in law told me to just bug the shit out of people so your name sticks in their heads for the job. I CANT BE A MEAN PERSON! ( well most of the time anyway) Jon started his job as assistant manager at Little Ceasars today. Poor thing was so tired when he got home. He's too good for a job like that, but hes having the same problem as I am.
My g-ma has been in and out of the hospital. Mainly from heart attacks and internal bleeding problems. Just a few weeks ago she had triple bypass and we all thought for sure she wouldnt make it through. She has. My grandma is a walking symbol of why I dont smoke anymore...
June 8th will be 2 and a half years for Jonathan & Me. Time has gone by so fast... I love him more each waking day, its great to love, and be loved in return.
Love.
The fruit diet lasted a week. I wanted to get through the 2nd week, but it was drastically changing my body (and NOT in a good way.) I felt usless. My energy was gone and I had massive headaches and body pains all the time. Not to mention my well being and emotions. I had to watch my 2 familes eat pizza, drink pop, and munch on all my favorite food as I sat there and forced down raw broccoli and grapes. (thank god for grapes, i love them) So for all who think I failed, I didnt. I was a success and im very proud of myself I made it a week. I've lost some weight, but not in the areas I was expecting. I really wouldnt reccomend a diet like this one UNLESS you have a taste for fruits and veggies and you have a busy lifestyle and a support system present. (family,lover,friends)
Its impossible to find a job right now. Ive applied online, in person, read the papers and faxed a million copies of my resume. Its time I start pestering people lol. My future mother in law told me to just bug the shit out of people so your name sticks in their heads for the job. I CANT BE A MEAN PERSON! ( well most of the time anyway) Jon started his job as assistant manager at Little Ceasars today. Poor thing was so tired when he got home. He's too good for a job like that, but hes having the same problem as I am.
My g-ma has been in and out of the hospital. Mainly from heart attacks and internal bleeding problems. Just a few weeks ago she had triple bypass and we all thought for sure she wouldnt make it through. She has. My grandma is a walking symbol of why I dont smoke anymore...
June 8th will be 2 and a half years for Jonathan & Me. Time has gone by so fast... I love him more each waking day, its great to love, and be loved in return.
Love.