update of sorts
wow long time no post.
Kinda lost track or LJ, Bebo and all my stuff and am just starting to get back to checking them and using them again.
Passed my Olympics and am now a Stepping Stones manager on the Home Shopping department at work. Its really hard work, long hours and very very stressful. I have lost so much weight since starting that all my new work clothes are too big for me and as people keep pointing out my boobs are shrinking too which isnt too good but i need to keep working hard.
Im still missing Terry. I can block it out every now and again but i can't get him out of my head at all. I really really love him still and no matter what i do it doesnt seem to be fading :( Pulled a couple times aswell but nothing too serious plus i got a nice offer of some girl fun which i am seriously considering ;)
Im feeling very lost just now, don't quite know what im doing with myself. I seem to be working all the time and when im not working im either sleeping or drinking myself into oblivion which isnt healthy but its the only thing thats keeping this pretend smile on my face. I don't know how to make myself happy again.
On a plus point i can't finish this entry just now cause i need to go get ready to see the backstreet boys in Glasgow....WOO HOO!!
Kinda lost track or LJ, Bebo and all my stuff and am just starting to get back to checking them and using them again.
Passed my Olympics and am now a Stepping Stones manager on the Home Shopping department at work. Its really hard work, long hours and very very stressful. I have lost so much weight since starting that all my new work clothes are too big for me and as people keep pointing out my boobs are shrinking too which isnt too good but i need to keep working hard.
Im still missing Terry. I can block it out every now and again but i can't get him out of my head at all. I really really love him still and no matter what i do it doesnt seem to be fading :( Pulled a couple times aswell but nothing too serious plus i got a nice offer of some girl fun which i am seriously considering ;)
Im feeling very lost just now, don't quite know what im doing with myself. I seem to be working all the time and when im not working im either sleeping or drinking myself into oblivion which isnt healthy but its the only thing thats keeping this pretend smile on my face. I don't know how to make myself happy again.
On a plus point i can't finish this entry just now cause i need to go get ready to see the backstreet boys in Glasgow....WOO HOO!!