My Own Sad Little Entry

Aug 24, 2006 03:46

I don't think I'm crazy when I say we have voices in our heads. When we make a mayjor decision for example, is there not that voice, or those voices arguing with your "better judgement"
I have been relatively happy myself and it's wierd.
McManigan women have always supposed to be intuitive, not psycic I guess (I can't even spell it). Joe looked out the window a few weeks ago during a storm and said it would br calm for us.
I disagreed. Obviously my mother never took sides. My exact words were
"Maybe for you, but I doubt that too. Something's gonna hit me out of the blue,"
Two days later "Lisa" hit me and 20 of her friends made it history. It's kinda funny really. I mean c'mon, think about it.
Since I hung with Colin and his mates I had three phones stolen and a lot of money. We must remember the fact I was given a phone when i was hardly 12 and never lost a thing, money included. I get away from his mates. My friends who live in the area hear and call me to say it is NOT a nice gang.
So it's a bad gang, that I know have stolen from me...
but worse are stealing from Colin. I copied something for him the other day, it took me 20 minutes and cost less than a penny. When I gave it to him I learnt it was from his other "friend" that costs him £10 for things she can actually do for free.
Obviously I want to hurt her cos she KNEW he has cerabal palsy and she messed with that.
If there's a reason his "locals" dragged me out and nearly broke me neck it's not cos I'm "manipulative" even though I'm human, I admit in certain situations I can be.
How long after me did they think they could keep charging him at least two times extra for normal things they are selling him "on offer".
No wonder over twenty of them jumped me and tried to break my neck.
They're the fuckers.
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