With Flowers In My Hair.
Colin is behind me right now. I can't remember the last time I let anyone watch me typing here... actualy this is the first time!
It's gone 4am, he's swaying with me getting the lyrics wrong to everything, which is wonderful.
i met his mother for the first time today. I was ready to be scrutinised, examined, and then judged as the enemy once again. I wasn't expecting actual acceptance... It's a new one on me.
But then are so many other things that happen with me and him. I'm not used to it, and I don't feel any shame in admitting that I am shit scared I will fuck it up in about a day.
But at least I care... It's been a long time since I cared..
As for everything else... Well those of you who have been brave enough to be my friends over the years (and that is few, but thankyou so much to y'all, couldn't of done it without you), I usually spend about a week wanting to die over everything. Then I become very annoying and decide "NO FUCK THEM!!!!!!"
I'm in the "NO FUCK THEM!!!!!!" stage lol.
yeah, amazingly, without a reason I can comprehend I am happy!
figure that one out lol.
Peace Out *abi* xxxxx
It's gone 4am, he's swaying with me getting the lyrics wrong to everything, which is wonderful.
i met his mother for the first time today. I was ready to be scrutinised, examined, and then judged as the enemy once again. I wasn't expecting actual acceptance... It's a new one on me.
But then are so many other things that happen with me and him. I'm not used to it, and I don't feel any shame in admitting that I am shit scared I will fuck it up in about a day.
But at least I care... It's been a long time since I cared..
As for everything else... Well those of you who have been brave enough to be my friends over the years (and that is few, but thankyou so much to y'all, couldn't of done it without you), I usually spend about a week wanting to die over everything. Then I become very annoying and decide "NO FUCK THEM!!!!!!"
I'm in the "NO FUCK THEM!!!!!!" stage lol.
yeah, amazingly, without a reason I can comprehend I am happy!
figure that one out lol.
Peace Out *abi* xxxxx