I need advice
Okay, if anyone reads my lj anymore (besides Jenna), I'd really apprectiate some advice. It's in the love/relationship department. (I know. Weird, huh?) Anyways there's this guy, and I seriously kind of like him. He and his family came over yesterday for the Super Bowl (Yay Steelers!) and we hung out. He's now prone to hugging me which makes he quite aware of his nice body. Shame on me. He's just so goofy and fun and sweet and cute. He makes me want to let go and just have fun, which makes me feel younger, which in turn causes me to feel old. He's younger than me. Y'all know how shallow I am. And I was talking to a friend of mine (because she dated a younger guy) and she told me that it can't be more than a year younger. Okay, it's not like I'm going to go out and snag me a ten year-old or anything, but what, there are age regulations? I guess, unless you're a celebrity or something. Another problem: I don't think his parents like me AT ALL. ESPECIALLY his mom. Or at least, they don't like the fact that he likes me. That makes me feel totally awkward and uncomfortable. And he's not as good and innocent as I initially thought, which is kind of a good thing and kind of not. His little sister told he that he had a girlfriend and that he drove up north the other day to see some other girl. I was a little bit shocked. And I was surprised at how jealous I was! So I casually asked him what his girlfriend's name was and he told me he didn't have one. And I'm pretty sure he was telling the truth. (I mean, his sister is only ten). But the thing that scares me is that I usually:
a) wouldn't care if he had a girlfriend or not, and
b) wouldn't have even bothered to call him on it! What the hell? I don't know what's wrong with me. Perhaps I should enroll myself in a mental hospital and get a sweet little jacket. Plus he was all dancing up on me and tried to kiss me! I asked one of his friends later why he's so crazy like that. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not shy be any means, but JEEZ! And his friend said that he's just like that. With all the girls. Not just me. I'm so confused and a little hurt, and that makes me feel stupid.
a) wouldn't care if he had a girlfriend or not, and
b) wouldn't have even bothered to call him on it! What the hell? I don't know what's wrong with me. Perhaps I should enroll myself in a mental hospital and get a sweet little jacket. Plus he was all dancing up on me and tried to kiss me! I asked one of his friends later why he's so crazy like that. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not shy be any means, but JEEZ! And his friend said that he's just like that. With all the girls. Not just me. I'm so confused and a little hurt, and that makes me feel stupid.