Ok, I don't usually write entries like this, not in L/J at least ( by "like this" i mean where I express my feelings or talk about myself), so I don't know why i am doing it now, but the thing is I am so.... The truth is I am a little angry, well.. not really, but yea kind of. So it all starts with a simple conversation /debate I was having with my parents on cultures and characters and things like that...and in the mids of all that my mom goes : " You want everything and everybody to be perfect, but you rarely find any of the two!!!" Now, normally i wouldn't give much importance to a comment like this just because I don't really care what ppl think; as long as I agree with myself, things are ok for me( I know, very weired...), but I have heard this said to me from a couple of ppl now, and this kind of worries me. I mean, I don't think I want ppl to be perfect, how can I, when I am not so myself?! I just wish that certain things were done in a more reasonable way, the right way when obvious, and if that means the perfect way then why not?... ahhhhh ..ok whatever!!!! there really is no point in this .
My sincere apologies to everyone who is actually wasting his/her time reading this whole "talking to myself" writing, for it doesn't make that much sense, but I really couldn't help it.!!! ... later I guess!