Rollercoaster.
Today I'm depressed. I don't know what to do. Break up with him or put up with him? Which shall I do?
I wish things could go back to my younger days, when my clothes didn't have to match and boys had cooties.
I think I just need to see him. When I see him it's like I fall in love all over again. Weird? I think so. I just wish drugs and alcohol could be forever removed from the picture, from my life, from everyone's lives. Some people do drugs to be happy. I think that's pathetic. Do you really need a drug to be happy? Some do drugs because they're born with the addiction (drug baby). Why do people use while being pregnant? Why use in the first place? Ugh. I hate drugs, but I also love them so much. Sometimes I think that I should just go back to them, everything seemed better while I was using. I know it was a fake happiness, and fake love, but things seemed so much better then.
I can't make up my mind.
I think I should just leave. Everything.
Anyone like to join me?
I wish things could go back to my younger days, when my clothes didn't have to match and boys had cooties.
I think I just need to see him. When I see him it's like I fall in love all over again. Weird? I think so. I just wish drugs and alcohol could be forever removed from the picture, from my life, from everyone's lives. Some people do drugs to be happy. I think that's pathetic. Do you really need a drug to be happy? Some do drugs because they're born with the addiction (drug baby). Why do people use while being pregnant? Why use in the first place? Ugh. I hate drugs, but I also love them so much. Sometimes I think that I should just go back to them, everything seemed better while I was using. I know it was a fake happiness, and fake love, but things seemed so much better then.
I can't make up my mind.
I think I should just leave. Everything.
Anyone like to join me?