sadness?
i dont know whats wrong. all i want to do is cry. people ask me whats wrong and all i can say is "everything but nothing at the same time." i dont get it. im so tired of feeling like this. i want to be happy again. yesterday i was watching a sad movie and i started to cry, and once i started i just COULDNT stop, literally. i had no reason to cry though. i miss drugs more than ever. i think about those things more than anything. dont worry, im not going back to drugs. all drugs do is make everything worse, even if you dont really see it at the time. i just want to be happy. at least this music makes me want to dance, dancing makes me happy.
im going to go dance now. i wish you could see me. i love you.