moving

[denesjadno]

Will be moving into our new apartment tomorrow. god, am i nervous. i know things will turn out all right, i know i'll have help, and i know i'll have internet within four hours of unpacking, but i'm just....a little unsettled. this is it. i will be gone for good. maybe i'll come back and visit on holidays, but really, it won't be the same. but nothing ever is, is it? *sigh* maybe i'm being melodramatic. i KNOW i'm being melodramatic, but i can't help it. i always freak out the last few days of something before i'm able to shut up and keep it under control. i am excited though, which is why i have such a very disconcerting feeling inside my tummy at the moment. i can't do much more, *laugh* my whole living room is nearly full to capacity with stuff...i never knew i had so much stuff! and that's just in my room! i hope my dad will be able to come on sunday. i want to see him, and i'd like him to bring down my great, great grandma's hope chest for me. i want to keep something of hers in the apartment, it'll make me feel closer to her. my mom won't let me bring my great grandma's china, which i'm still more than a little annoyed at because it's MINE, so i want something else to keep me close to my family.

What we've done: packed, signed our renters agreement, packed, called the power company to have some electricity, packed some more,  called comcast for internet package, packed, got renters insurance, packed, got transfered to Corvallis Regal, packed, called uhaul, and finally.....PACKED!!!!

I want to believe that this year won't be all work for me, but somehow i think that that's just a fool's hope. oh well, i never said i wasn't a fool. i hope we can keep in touch with our friends this year. matt, ashley, angela, friends from work, and our family. *sigh*