Apr 12, 2004 18:55
It all starts out the same every time. I'm the small boy, the small boy who is reluctant to become the man he is suppose to be. A barrage of successes and failures, both in past and present, and some seemingly future are bombarding me. The surrealistic views always depict a failure, a failure of graduating highschool is most evident, and sometimes after I wake with the belief of the dream being so powerful I have to look at my diploma, just to remember that I did graduate, with honors in fact. The depictions continue further, especially in business, where it seems to thrive regardless of failures, in numerous amounts.
I'm perplexed to understand what all of this means, although to count its about 7th time that I've perfectly recalled this dream over the last year. Perhaps the meanings could be more evident than I'm ready or even willing to comprehend.
I'm not sure how to feel about this.