Apr 04, 2003 12:36
I haven't written anything in awhile, primarily because I haven't had to vocalize my negativity.
I read my friends list entries from time to time (same old story only different). I'm a little exhausted, I've been working so much, but at least I'm reaping the rewards. As far as work goes all is in place and I'm halfway. Halfway to where things have been set in motion. I have different views on business and life, its all so much more simple, than complicated as it is meant to believe.
We live in a primitive time. Yes, indeed. Through all of the ages of man in society keeping the public stupid and humlified has been the goal. Just by observing the media, and crap that is exposed to people daily that much is apparent. I hope that in my endeavors, and those endeavors of many others that this will change. But with all of the limitations we put on ourselves, a system of honesty would make the whole fucking thing fall apart. Heh, "Fate as it seems isn't without a sense of irony."
I've been on a personal journey. I apologize to everyone that considered me their friend, or close to them. I'm someone different now. I'm changing, and the transformation is almost complete... I'm not that vain. I won't forget who my friends were/are.
I suppose all in all it was hell while it lasted, I'm never going back to that life again.
In a month its sunny beaches and infinite ocean. I've never seen the ocean before, I hope that its as beautiful as its been in my dreams.