Dont you hate KNOWING something has to be done...yet not knowing how to do it?
Well, just another reminder of how fudged up my mom is...she is always PMSing over some shit like how loud my music is...yet her TV is on and rattles my brain. Well, my uncle downloaded these game things on the computer and I dont know how to work them and of course he shows the only two people who are on the computer and dont know how to use it how to do it. Doesnt show me even though they are often too dumb to know how to use a search engine. So I ask my mom how to do it and she freaks out because she just sits there with a blank stare and I restate the question. Bliznitchle! ANYWAYS, it was only last night that she squeeled at me for supposedly blankly gazing at her after she told me something. So then she starts getting psychotic when I asked what he clicked on and says she is about ready to "punch my fucking face in". So I just said "WTFever. Nevermind I dont know what Im doing." and closed the window. So then she was threatening the dog when he was barking to kick his ass so hard he'd want to die. Im just waiting for her to raise a fucking fist...go ahead let her try and beat me. She doesnt think I will fight her back? I used to not understand on Maury how the teens could beat their abusive parents back because I was so afraid of my mom...but now Im so goddamn tired of everyone treating me like I am inferior to them. I am not taking anyones shit anymore. And for the people who think I am a weakling because I dont flaunt around my "strengths" screw them...the only ones going around saying how tough they are are the ones who are weak bitches.
Kurt just waltzed on by the house with his Prick brother and his brother's Prick friend. He didnt even stop by. It really irks me how before he told me not to ignore him because Im a grade higher than him..six months apart...and I told him I never would. And NOW he doesnt acknowledge me, I think it's because I am a "freak" to his friends or something. Oh well, I dont need him...I dont need anybody...
Kurt just waltzed on by the house with his Prick brother and his brother's Prick friend. He didnt even stop by. It really irks me how before he told me not to ignore him because Im a grade higher than him..six months apart...and I told him I never would. And NOW he doesnt acknowledge me, I think it's because I am a "freak" to his friends or something. Oh well, I dont need him...I dont need anybody...