Feb 18, 2004 18:44
I have been thinking about leaving lately. I dont know if I am thinking moving or...something else. I mean I always think of that stuff but now it seems more real.
I put up my Amy Lee pictures.
I fucked up my background...I tried to put a new one on and messed up. I need to fix it now.
Grandma is getting her dog. Grandpa found out she cried and he felt bad so he told Cyndee(my Aunt) to get it and he told Grandma she could have it.
I wanted so bad to run into Mrs.Nissley's office today and just break everything in sight. I hate when we DO have meetings we never talk about the real stuff. Its partly my fault but I want to blame her. I felt like crying today all day but I didnt. I dont want to show people I am capable of human emotion anymore. Then Im just another target.
I got a new email address. Its: Destiny@hunglikeahorsefly.com
I need to search for a new background. I was going to put Hitler but that would be taken the wrong way. Im not against Jews...