Mar 09, 2011 01:14
I don't know what to do anymore.
everyone keeps saying they miss how i used to be.
how i used to be?
what does that mean?
how i used to be happy and not care what others thought.
i changed when my dad passed.
i had to grow up.
I wish i could be so happy and care free like i used to be.
but every time i do something, someone doesn't like it..
or i she be doing something different with my life.
oh but hey you have money in your savings...
yes, that is FOR SCHOOL.
when i am able to go again...
oh but you can save later.
I don't want to save later.
i can't save a lot because all my money is going to my car, to doctors visits, to dental visits.
little of it has gone to food.
but yet i'm always criticized.
i feel like i Can't take it....
I need to get away from Everyone.