so many things...
Some days i feel low.
Like i should be somewhere else because no one wants me around.
but i just have to keep trying.
no matter what people say about me, to my face, or behind my back.
the only person who discourages me is myself.
because negative things people say don't matter, that is their opinion.
or they are just jealous...
other days i feel like i will never get married.
because either no one will ever want to marry me or i'm just not good enough.
because i think to negative.
or just the fact i'm either not where i'm suppose to be with a job.
i feel useless sometime.
it makes me sad to see other people being happy because they are engaged, and getting married.
I'm not in any rush though, so i shouldn't be like this...
I make myself sad.
LOL.
bleh.
Like i should be somewhere else because no one wants me around.
but i just have to keep trying.
no matter what people say about me, to my face, or behind my back.
the only person who discourages me is myself.
because negative things people say don't matter, that is their opinion.
or they are just jealous...
other days i feel like i will never get married.
because either no one will ever want to marry me or i'm just not good enough.
because i think to negative.
or just the fact i'm either not where i'm suppose to be with a job.
i feel useless sometime.
it makes me sad to see other people being happy because they are engaged, and getting married.
I'm not in any rush though, so i shouldn't be like this...
I make myself sad.
LOL.
bleh.