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What am I to do? Do I continue with the sorority? I had some fun tonite but then I didn't. The formal wasn't everything I expected. I wish we could of been recognized and that the guys could include us. If that going to be like that all the time? After going to the formal and sitting through the slow songs I became really lonely again. It never bothered me before but sitting there tonite thinking about Andy the whole time. Why did I have to mess everything up? I was talking to Heather earlier and I told her that I had to forget about Andy, I can't sit here waiting for something that may not happen. I can't help but ask what is wrong with me? Why don't guys like me? I am not going to be someone that I don't want to be to attract guys. My biggest wish right now that some guy will like me for me and I won't be the one to ask him out, he will ask me out and I won't turn him down. Why can't I fit in? I am going to sit here and be myself and not get involved and just worry about my classes.