L.O.N.E.L.Y

[denain91]

 I just need to write this
But when I opened the page I found my entry about my dream about ChangMin.
I cant remember about the dream but when I read I remeber about it a lil bit
So no wonder la why right now I started to liking ChangMin more.
Even I admit to somobody on utube that Changmin is my current obsession
I guess that because of that dream
Weirdly before this too I started to liek YooCHun because he came in my dream too
Thats that mean evrybody that came in my dream will become somebody that I will like?
Maybe...

Anyway, about the loneliness that
I suddenly felt an extreamely change in this house
Yesterday just got back from Jasin after sent Yana off
Then I felt missing.Maybe because Yana's not here

And now just left me, the only girl in this house

I dont have gang to spazz anymore after this

I dont have person to layan my kerenah if I felt sad about them 
or sad about them
or angry about them
I dont have anyone to tell

I cant rely on her to help me download stuff

I dont have anyone to help me type in korean using this stupid keyboard

I dont have assitance that will remember all their bdays
SJ's one most likely

And maybe I felt taht I dont have anybody to tease anymore

But the great point is I can conquer this room

But still I feel so empty!