Need to let go
Last post on this subject and I'll be able to let this go.
People talk about high school and their glory days there. Fuck I mean I had fun don't get me wrong, but the lasting friendships didn't really happen and that's ok. I mean the only people I talk to is Dani (love!) and Richard and Dominique (they love looong time! trust me). And don't get me wrong, those are the people I wanted to keep friends the most, so I guess it worked out...Love! I don't know what I expected, but I suppose the best thing that happened to me in highschool is the fact that I worked like a dog and the lovely Towne Crier Cafe! I don't regret a minute I spent there because the friendships I made were amazing and they will hold for a long time. Working sorted out the people who actually cared and the people ... didn't. They few people who understood why I worked as much as I did respected the fact and we saw each other all the time anyway...but others didn't and those friendships were lost. Stephen, Jody, Alison, Kenny (aww) and even the neurotic Bill and Phil duo; they were there for me when no one was. When Kelsi was gone (one way or another), Elana didn't talk to me for whatever the reason of the time was, or when it was simply too inconvienient for anyone else to listen; they were there...and I love them so much for all the help the advice and the laughs we all shared over various things (balls!) If it wasn't for them I wouldn't be where I am now, and I deffinately wouldn't have been as awesome.
But that's all behind, I can only look foreward now. and foreward equals that I have a fucking math test on the 11th (die) and I got a callback for Hot topic so wee. Kimi is an awesome dancer! Everyone tell her how awesome she is at shaking her booty! And I'm making a new friend everyday and having fun...
oh and I have the cash now to relax and have fun...so fuck you all, i have no debt! ^____^
HA! I win at life!
People talk about high school and their glory days there. Fuck I mean I had fun don't get me wrong, but the lasting friendships didn't really happen and that's ok. I mean the only people I talk to is Dani (love!) and Richard and Dominique (they love looong time! trust me). And don't get me wrong, those are the people I wanted to keep friends the most, so I guess it worked out...Love! I don't know what I expected, but I suppose the best thing that happened to me in highschool is the fact that I worked like a dog and the lovely Towne Crier Cafe! I don't regret a minute I spent there because the friendships I made were amazing and they will hold for a long time. Working sorted out the people who actually cared and the people ... didn't. They few people who understood why I worked as much as I did respected the fact and we saw each other all the time anyway...but others didn't and those friendships were lost. Stephen, Jody, Alison, Kenny (aww) and even the neurotic Bill and Phil duo; they were there for me when no one was. When Kelsi was gone (one way or another), Elana didn't talk to me for whatever the reason of the time was, or when it was simply too inconvienient for anyone else to listen; they were there...and I love them so much for all the help the advice and the laughs we all shared over various things (balls!) If it wasn't for them I wouldn't be where I am now, and I deffinately wouldn't have been as awesome.
But that's all behind, I can only look foreward now. and foreward equals that I have a fucking math test on the 11th (die) and I got a callback for Hot topic so wee. Kimi is an awesome dancer! Everyone tell her how awesome she is at shaking her booty! And I'm making a new friend everyday and having fun...
oh and I have the cash now to relax and have fun...so fuck you all, i have no debt! ^____^
HA! I win at life!