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May 08, 2005 11:42

I'll bake you cookies when I fuck it up with you too. I've fucked it up with Mattie so bad. I can't believe i'm doing this to her. Please tell me how to walk up to her. hug her. tell her i'm sorry. tell her i don't know why i think she is too good for me to be her friend. tell her i love her and i want to come home.

It's an addiction, right? Human drama. sex. emotions. relationships. Isn't happiness an addiction too? Unlike some of the others...happiness has become pre-approved by the FDA.

Fuck this feeling. so fucking self-centered. I'm done. I'm happy. curb it.

Good times from now on, right?

"pensive isn't the right word, but it's the first that comes to mind."
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