Jun 19, 2004 20:03
well well well...hahaha so you guys get to hear from me so soon...well let me see what has been happening...nothing much really...i might have to quit my job because i have too many things going on...like i run a summer volleyball camp and i coach my high school team...then i have my own practice to go to...man...why do i load my schedule...i know why because if i let myself breathe i will get lazy...i am such a lazy person by nature its unbelieveable. i have gained so much weight...i almost look like a blimp...it is disgusting...i feel like crying....oh well...im just a little more curvaceous...hahahahah yea right...oh well...
you know one thing that has been getting on my nerves...some people feel so very sorry for themselves..yes i know i was just complaining...but that was it...i don't really feel sorry for myself..sometimes i just like to complain...but others...lord can they complain. about everything and nothing at all...about life, the opposite sex...and other stuff...i mean okay if you life sucks that bad you should do something about it not just complain until you sound like a useless old bagpipe you know just wind coming out with nothing of import expelling...maybe those kind of people aren't very strong and i seriously abhor weak people it infuriates me but then we all have our moments of weakness right? so hmmm why did i even rant? i have no clue...hahahaha...