october

[demosaphyr]

still in colorado
and its freeken cold outside!
i sware they just skip right over the fall season here
i mean mabey 3 days of pretty colored leaves than BAMM
cold winds from the antartic or somethin
brandy and i are still trying to find a way to get home
her mom just can efford the money to get us back
and i fell wary about askin my parents for money
cause i left home with just one grand
and havent asked them for anything
i hate admitting i need help
in fact i never ask for help
must be my achilles heel so something
i dont want my dad to think i can make it out in the big ol world
ya know?
if we cant leave soon mabey i will get a job and just stay here
with brandy
i dnt realy have anything to go home for
just bad memories
and pain
so mabey if i get a job here and start
actually living my life ill be happy, right?