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i can't comprehend right now i feel completely empty i don't know what i'm going to do or how i'm feeling
i lost 3 people very dear to me this early a.m. i got the call while i was highly intoxicated a drunk driver hit jenna and mandy. mandy's baby fareena died instantly and the other two were brought to the hospital i've just been informed they both died. i'm a hysterical mess i don't know what to do i feel dead i've never cried as much as i cried when i got that phone call then i just went silent i haven't spoken much for hours i just laid with ricky and my brother in quiet depression
i don't know what i'm going to do i need to see josh soon the pain i'm going thru is bad but i'm sure it doesnt compare to losing your daughter and wife in the same night. i'm going to go sit some more i can barely breathe
i lost 3 people very dear to me this early a.m. i got the call while i was highly intoxicated a drunk driver hit jenna and mandy. mandy's baby fareena died instantly and the other two were brought to the hospital i've just been informed they both died. i'm a hysterical mess i don't know what to do i feel dead i've never cried as much as i cried when i got that phone call then i just went silent i haven't spoken much for hours i just laid with ricky and my brother in quiet depression
i don't know what i'm going to do i need to see josh soon the pain i'm going thru is bad but i'm sure it doesnt compare to losing your daughter and wife in the same night. i'm going to go sit some more i can barely breathe