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Alll I have to say is damn you.
I needed you and you weren't there.
I'm tired of the games.
I'm tired of being made to feel important.
Only to be discarded when something better comes along.
So I only have one thing to say to you:
I'm done, forget about me, let's make it all nothing.
I'm stupid, and irrational, and I can't believe I fell for it once again.
I'm going to erase your name from my life, from my heart.
And when you come back seeking forgiveness, forget about it.
I'm too old, too tired, to play these adolescent games.
You told me you loved me - is this how you show it?
This is why I lock my heart away, why I refuse to care anymore.
All the damage that I thought I had undone, reversed.
You're a walking timebomb, and I don't know which wire to cut.
Forget about me, about us, about everything we've shared.
No more games, no more emotion, back behind the wall I so carefully built.
I'll always love you - but I can't be with you, I can't think about you.
I can't cry over you anymore - the tears burn, but they won't be released.
That is my punishment to bear. This is my burden - not yours.
This isn't about you - it's about me. It's my turn to be selfish.