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ANXIETY ATTACKING SHALL NOW COMMENCE ... lol seriously man.. i need to take something. i don't know what it is, im like.. bah. i laid down about.. 10, and didn't get up until 4. i planned on taking a nap but we all know how i sleep.. lol i'm taking a break right now from cleaning my room. im so fucking clumsy. i'm standing there, tossing clothes in my closet (since theyre all over the floor.. if im having company, i pick up. otherwise, i dont give a shit rofl).. and i backed up and fell over a box of stuff. not a small box, one of those.. fucking ups boxes, and hit my head on the shelf. i sat there for a minute, and it was so funny because suki was sitting there, head tilted.. just staring at me. i was like 'what the fuck are you looking at' and she started wagging her tail rofl i dont know i guess you had to be there O_o .. i'm goofy at the moment, sorry. kenny's train comes in at 715 tonight, so yeah. OH MY FUCKING GOD.. speaking of that, (dont know why this reminded me).. my car isnt back yet. TELL ME WHY its taking so long.. ugh. whatever. < sigh > i still have the livingroom to vaccum, and then tackle the kitchen, that is after my bedroom is finished, of course. ... i figured out what's wrong with my face (none of you smartasses better say a fucking word lol)... my mom said that it IS possible for allergies to be so severe that it happens like this. for those who dont know what exactly is wrong, my skin is like.. wind-burned.. very dry, achey, and sore. my eyes are like swollen, and i'm congested. i'm a big ol' mess :\ .. you are the first, will be my last final words.. said she.. ahhhh.. pyretta blaaaze .. < lala's > lol but yeah.. < stretches > i really want to learn this song.. it's so beautiful (josh groban -- "caruso") .. it's in italian. if i can learn Habanera, i can learn this.. just give me some time .. heh. you know, this entry was gonna be just a regular little entry, but i'm dragging it out. god, i'm bored lol. i talked to mary early this morning, the boys were keeping her up. she wants me to come visit.. but i'm like no man. i dont have the money to go down there, and right now i have other things on my hands. she really misses me, and the feeling is mutual. .... i need to get together with nikki, because she's the only bass player i want. scott just needs to.. go do his own thing. he's fucking pissing me off. nikki and i jive together when it comes to music, and she's the only one i want to do the job. sunday she has off, and she wants us all to hang out and im like, well i have company.. and shes all yeah and? lol bah i'm just gonna stop writing now.. :P