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yeah.. my face is really bothering me. this fucking reaction.. i dont get it. i haven't used anything different on my face.. god wtf. whatever. anyway, dan is a flaming asshole. he made my anna upset, bastard. < sigh > right now i'm in a really odd mood.. i'm not.. sad, but i'm not happy, either. i'm numb, basically. everything around me is falling apart.. and yes, i know it's been a long time since ive had a sincere entry. i dont know what to do about anything.. i have a feeling life is gonna take a sudden change of direction sometime soon.. just don't know when that is. there's something in my eye, and i cant get it out. maybe if i dig at it long enough, it'll come out. whatever. i have a lump in my throat, don't know what it is. probably anxiety.. don't know what i have to be anxious about, though. things.. are just weird. there's an odd air around here.. things don't seem real, i don't know. the guy who was gonna buy the coupe fell back on it, and it pissed my dad off. in a way, i'm glad.. because thats my car, but on the other hand, it would be nice to get some money off it. fuck. ryan is blah, and i wish i could make him feel a little better. < shrugs > i have to call danni, and i need to talk to nikki about her and will. if i don't shove those two together, they won't ever hook up. fucking relationships. nothing but a pain in the ass lol. thursday after we get kenny from the trainstation, i'm thinking about going to see troy. if that's a big 10-4 with everyone, i want ryan to come hang out with us! he needs some cheerin up :P i don't know what else to write.. i have a lot on my mind, just not able to put it all into words right now. whatever.