bleh....
well. its friday which means one more weekend then school starts again. Man that sucks, more homework, harder stuff in math, gotta get my grades up or i'll be grounded, just shit. Hm i layed around tha house ALL damn day today... which sucks too cause i'd like to be doing more this spring break. BUT GUEsS WHAT?! I CANT!! AHAHAH BET YOU DIDNT SEE THAT COMING!! ...le sigh.... talked to sammy last night on aim while she was baby sitting which was the high point of that day. Gawd i love her. but ya today was boring as i've already said. BUT good news i guess is important and deserves to be BOLDED!!!
Dad got a raise ya...thats it. lol
SO to celebrate that, my mom and dad took me out to eat. Of course i didnt want to go but i wasnt gonna spoil their day by bein a little piss ass and not wanting to go. So we mosied on down to Salt Grass, not my favorite resturaunt from past experiences, and i didnt want to wait for an hour there to get cold food.
So we got there, and I came in on crutches of course cause of my damn knee. Man did some shitty memories come back to me. Brought me back to when i had the Illizarov on my leg and i felt like a freak. Back then i knew people got the shit freaked out of em when they looked at that, and that feeling came back...felt liek an outcast. I know havin a cast isnt any serious shit and theres a lotta people that have em etc etc, but its different when you went through what i did. You weren't normal and you realize youre never going to be, and although people say being different is such a great thing, well it is to a tolerable degree. And ya i felt that way again. Sorry if im repeating myself, im kinda trippy tonight. So ya... that went by reeaaalll slowly, what fun.
so...got home, talked to jennifer to organize the whole movie thing (i didthat earlier today actually but oh well, who gives a fuck) and ya, so far its only me, her , pat, daniel, and kamna which is awesome, but i wish sammmy could go. But shes already made plans with sami or something so thats fair. We'll still go without em but ya. Ring 2... never saw the first one, and i hate seein scary movies in theatres, i get severly jumpy. But oh well, maybe i can go see it while im on Vicoden :) that would kick ass. Morphine seems to be a bit strong to me which is even better, but it makes me throw up like the exorcist girl. So ya i get to get a new brace for my knee on monday before school which is cool and im hopin it isnt as obese as the one i have right now.
And to close, here is what strong has said while i typed this:
supahaznpowah (9:56:04 PM): i popped a zit
Dad got a raise ya...thats it. lol
SO to celebrate that, my mom and dad took me out to eat. Of course i didnt want to go but i wasnt gonna spoil their day by bein a little piss ass and not wanting to go. So we mosied on down to Salt Grass, not my favorite resturaunt from past experiences, and i didnt want to wait for an hour there to get cold food.
So we got there, and I came in on crutches of course cause of my damn knee. Man did some shitty memories come back to me. Brought me back to when i had the Illizarov on my leg and i felt like a freak. Back then i knew people got the shit freaked out of em when they looked at that, and that feeling came back...felt liek an outcast. I know havin a cast isnt any serious shit and theres a lotta people that have em etc etc, but its different when you went through what i did. You weren't normal and you realize youre never going to be, and although people say being different is such a great thing, well it is to a tolerable degree. And ya i felt that way again. Sorry if im repeating myself, im kinda trippy tonight. So ya... that went by reeaaalll slowly, what fun.
so...got home, talked to jennifer to organize the whole movie thing (i didthat earlier today actually but oh well, who gives a fuck) and ya, so far its only me, her , pat, daniel, and kamna which is awesome, but i wish sammmy could go. But shes already made plans with sami or something so thats fair. We'll still go without em but ya. Ring 2... never saw the first one, and i hate seein scary movies in theatres, i get severly jumpy. But oh well, maybe i can go see it while im on Vicoden :) that would kick ass. Morphine seems to be a bit strong to me which is even better, but it makes me throw up like the exorcist girl. So ya i get to get a new brace for my knee on monday before school which is cool and im hopin it isnt as obese as the one i have right now.
And to close, here is what strong has said while i typed this:
supahaznpowah (9:56:04 PM): i popped a zit