Totally How I Feel

[demonslayer25]

Three Sleepless Nights,
This isn't how it's supposed to be,
But you are so good at taking your time,
to get back to me,

I will wait for you forever,
If you would just ask me,
I htought I could change you,
But you changed me,

But it doesn't feel right,
Holding someone elses hand,
Together on the phone lines,
Liveing at two opposite ends,

It scares me to think you coud find takers,
Ohter than me and better than me,
But your head is elsewhere,
And I am talking enough for both of us,

When will you see it's not so easy for me.

You careless and whispered,
insulting and bruising,
And I htought you said things were improving,
The laces are untied but my feet are still moving away,

I fall from your eyes, your eyes I trusted, you said forever,

I never thought you could say these words,
Is this really happening,
Don't say that we can still be friends,

Erase my name from this page,
what is inside of me, what I have done,
And throw them away, is this the only way thta you will notice me,
As I sit here waiting for you,
dead words for closed ears this is all for you,
I stay up ngihts,
if you are still pretending this is right,
Until stars leave the sky,
Why can't you look at me can you only see,
Knowing what my dreams can take away,
sides, your side, can take away,

Walk away from me this night is done.